What a world, where you can stay up to date in friends and families lives just by logging on to their blog. lol. Having kids makes me realize that updates happen extremely often. Every new word, first smile, first steps and so on...all those little things that do mean alot to me, and I know mean alot to the people close to me. So here I am...taking a page out of the Holloway book. Gotta respect their advice...anyone who can do it with 5 kids is impressive. LOL. :-)
So where to start...
I've realized that the hardest part of my day is leaving the house in the morning. Usually by the time I'm walking out the door Drake is awake and so happy. Hearing him talking and practically singing with Raya, just makes me want to stay home so I can cuddle him. I can't believe how much he is changing, and he's not even 3 months old yet. And I feel like I'm missing so much.
There's nothing better though, then coming home and having your kids just light up. Hayden wraps himself around my legs and tells me how happy he is I'm home. And I still think...WOW he's only 3, when half the time he seems so much older then that. Of course when I pick him up and try to devour him with kisses, he tells me I'm crazy. lol. Great...my toddler thinks I'm nuts.
When I finally pry Drake out of Raya's hands, lol, he will focus on me and give me his big gummy smile. And when I click my tongue at him he laughs and then tries to do it himself. I can just sit with him and laugh cause he smiles so freely now, at anyone that talks to him. Just a few more days and he'll officially be 3 months old. Crazy how fast it is going already.
As crazy as it is, working and being a mom. I wouldn't change anything. Not one thing. Arman and I will still do the travelling we want while the kids are small. And when they grow, we will take them with us, so they experience the world from different vantage points. The love in my heart for them is so overwhelming most of the time. My men are my life...and I love it! Even if they make me want to pull my hair out half the time! LOL
So where to start...
I've realized that the hardest part of my day is leaving the house in the morning. Usually by the time I'm walking out the door Drake is awake and so happy. Hearing him talking and practically singing with Raya, just makes me want to stay home so I can cuddle him. I can't believe how much he is changing, and he's not even 3 months old yet. And I feel like I'm missing so much.
There's nothing better though, then coming home and having your kids just light up. Hayden wraps himself around my legs and tells me how happy he is I'm home. And I still think...WOW he's only 3, when half the time he seems so much older then that. Of course when I pick him up and try to devour him with kisses, he tells me I'm crazy. lol. Great...my toddler thinks I'm nuts.
When I finally pry Drake out of Raya's hands, lol, he will focus on me and give me his big gummy smile. And when I click my tongue at him he laughs and then tries to do it himself. I can just sit with him and laugh cause he smiles so freely now, at anyone that talks to him. Just a few more days and he'll officially be 3 months old. Crazy how fast it is going already.
As crazy as it is, working and being a mom. I wouldn't change anything. Not one thing. Arman and I will still do the travelling we want while the kids are small. And when they grow, we will take them with us, so they experience the world from different vantage points. The love in my heart for them is so overwhelming most of the time. My men are my life...and I love it! Even if they make me want to pull my hair out half the time! LOL
